Reduced to nothing and nobody.

When one breaks, one relearns. When one relearns, one restarts. When one restarts, it is as if it was back at the starting line. One who is back at the start is as if one didn't begin the journey at all.

Sometimes mending bridges are more difficult that building them.

Habits are hard to break. But I believe that it is slow and steady.

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There is a same cycle that I can't break.

Sorted finally.

I got my things packed till the last minute.

1300h - this was the time that we aimed to shift out.
1730h - this was the eventual time we were at Kingstons.

I took 4hours and 30mins longer than I should. I have had packing experiences and I knew the last part was the hardest.

NTS: do not buy another magazine until I have finished the previous one. I have so many mags now.

Now I see how my money leaks to 'luxury' and waste. Do I really need it?

My brown tablelamp shelf did help me store things and put my speakers. My speakers did make the music more enjoyable. My sheepskin rug did make my floor more comfortable. My brown box not only prevented my bed from sliding it also stored stuffs.

I forgot to take a picture of my cleared up room. Nothing much actually - left with the bed, the wardrobe, the couch, the table and the chair. Should have taken for evidence so that we have proof, but didn't have the time. And I was shifting stuff to Tong's up till the last minute.

Thank God for Tong and Joel being so helpful. If not I wouldn't have a place to store my stuff temporarily whilst I move around.

I have just arrived in Paddington, now that I am here. My boxes are there with them as well as the stuffs that I want to dispose.

Textbooks are such a waste of money. I could save so much if I had been more hardworking and head to the library to study.

I wasted too much money. I could have save more.

NTS: plan ahead more!

Sorted without the 'ted'

Look at how slow I am packing.
All these years I've used one day or less to pack. And I had somewhere to rush to.

I always got my priorities wrong.

4 boxes this time.

And I need to buy a huge ass bag to throw all the junk in. Sieving through the junk takes ages too.

Wanted

I want to be able to give when needed. Not to prepare last minute 'when needed'. Someone else can give when I am merely preparing.

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I was in York - Henry Moore, David Hockney, Burton gallery,

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

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I used to be so motivated at the start of term 2010.

Memories

I was in Barcelona.

We played IQ games along the way. Sketches behind the train tickets.

Memories

I was at Leeds.

Daydream at the JUNCTION

I am moving, shifting out of Cardiff now.

So much to get sorted I am overwhelmed. I need to pack and I am packing. I thought that it would be apt for me to make my first post today.

Seeing all the mess and packing through them just reminds me of how terrible this year went. ANOTHER yea that went by MESSY, UNORGANISED. I didn't kept the small things right. I didn't prepare for a handful of tutorials. I didn't make after-classes-notes as I've wanted to last year. I didn't file in my stuff right after one tutorial.

These are the before photos.

I am determined to sieve them through and change this aspect of myself.

The White Rabbit