I've become so strong.

I've become so strong.

I laugh at mistakes.
I appreciate my ability not to be able to cry.
I acknowledge this gift of mine.

I am a monster now.
I gave you all the remnants of my heart, hoping that your purity can make me a human;
Yes it did, once or twice.

My human nature disappoint you many times.
You began to look at me through your perception.
You look at me through all the mistakes that I have done.

I want to start afresh.
I hope you can.

The little good things that I do for you becomes invisible, forgotten, unappreciated.
The mistakes that I've done get chained up with the mistakes I've did.
You link them altogether and view me through them all.

I can't cry.
I should position myself in places where it is challenging and tear-wrecking. Where tears are not needed, sympathy is not called for.
I will rise up to the occasion and be there.