Giving.
We quarrelled because of money and money management. I owe her money, she didn't ask for it and I took too long to repay her. This is totally my fault. I should make her feel bad.
Lessons: things that you can't afford, you should never want with your own strength. Things that you don't have the capacity, don't accept it.
She is more than I can physically handle.
My physical is growing slower than my mental and spiritual. My willpower is strong, but not manifested by my fruits. It should soon. It must.
I know where those £3000 went. It went to the season of courting and the holidays that we went to. It went to all the trips and hols that we went to.
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